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TWO more days left till holidays = two more days till yr 12.
I’m not sure if I’m happy or completely lost right now. Definitely a little lost, but aren’t we all? I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions. I have no idea what I’m doing in my life, or where I’m going. And I think I’m okay with that right now. For the first time in awhile, I noticed that I’ve changed. Maybe for the best, maybe not. But does it really matter? When we change, we can never go back. Each day is like a chemical reaction, you can tell something has happened because it can never go back to what it was. A new substance has formed; the process cannot be reversed.
Went to watch final destination 4 in 3D form with the others and I was hella creeped. man, i miss them. the others. i miss karaoke, i miss the young life, miss the dinners with everyone, but it's not over yet. just one more year, and i'll be free once again. i can't help but wonder why there are some people (like me), who spend their time doing pointless things and others who make such good use of it. why am i any different from them? i can make it right. soon.
yrrrrrrrrrrr 12, delirious.
xo helena
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I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by,
I wanna get lost and I don’t know why.
Throw a bit of crazy and more of strange, you'll eventually get me. A little complicated, but then again, who isn't? I'm a light sleeper and a heavy dreamer.
Adores too little things from reality, and far too much from fantasy.
Has extremely high hopes for the future, yet is unsure about the present.
Spends a little too much time thinking and surfing the internet. Sees music to my ears.
Btw, my name is helena and i'm 16 yrs old. that is all.
half-heartedly
TWO more days left till holidays = two more days till yr 12.
I’m not sure if I’m happy or completely lost right now. Definitely a little lost, but aren’t we all? I have long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions. I have no idea what I’m doing in my life, or where I’m going. And I think I’m okay with that right now. For the first time in awhile, I noticed that I’ve changed. Maybe for the best, maybe not. But does it really matter? When we change, we can never go back. Each day is like a chemical reaction, you can tell something has happened because it can never go back to what it was. A new substance has formed; the process cannot be reversed.
Went to watch final destination 4 in 3D form with the others and I was hella creeped. man, i miss them. the others. i miss karaoke, i miss the young life, miss the dinners with everyone, but it's not over yet. just one more year, and i'll be free once again. i can't help but wonder why there are some people (like me), who spend their time doing pointless things and others who make such good use of it. why am i any different from them? i can make it right. soon.
yrrrrrrrrrrr 12, delirious.
xo helena
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