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Baby it's all in my head

Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

I think over the past year, I've changed. My life is on a major downfall this year. I dunno what's to become of me. Although i used to tell myself change is good, I know this change isn't because change isn’t good or bad. It’s just the way of things. Nothing stays the same. I know change is inevitable. Adapting to change is unavoidable. It’s how I choose to do it that sets me together or apart. is about change. Sometimes it’s painful, sometimes it’s beautiful, but most of the time it’s both. It's not the 'smoking, drinking' sort of change, it's the decisions I make, that leads to hurting and lying. I may not have the 'bestest' friends, but I sure have a supporting and loving family who I know will always be there whenever I need a hand and i'm thankful for that. But sometimes, I wish they understood me and how I felt towards specific things. They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.

I'm tired, maybe it's PMS starting to kick in. I think i'm gonna take a nap after this blog. Ciao.