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You're my disease, yet without you i wouldn't be able to survive. I'm in love with you and i wish you knew how i felt about things.

Today for me was plagued with thought and ambiguity. My constant question to myself was 'what to do' yet i knew in my mind what needed to be done already. I knew that it would never work if i was always the one running back and being the one who is like a dependent little baby. Although that is part of who i am i stopped myself from being like that since the incident last night and i hoped that she loved me enough to come back to me instead of the other way around, i discovered that was the only way it was going to work and i really hope she will.. I'm in love, i did the wrong thing yesterday but i hope love is forgiving and understanding. I'm crying right now and i actually am totally in love with you babe and i just hope you love me enough to come back to me for a change, that's the only way it's going to work.. forgive me for what happened yesterday i won't do it again i swear.

-Adrian