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Looking back at old blogs makes me wish it was easy to go back in time, all i can do is hope that this is not the case, that this is not all happening. I wish all things happy just stayed happy. I don't know why it is so hard to go back to what it was like before and i wish it was easy to go back, cause i can't let go of anything. I don't know what happened and i wish i knew why things have turned out like this and all i can do is hope that this is all going to go back to what it was like before, to when everything was so happy and nice, i wish i knew what turned us into this. The truth is that i like you far too much, in fact i love you and i know you do too, well i say i know you do because in my heart that is all i am hoping for now, that you do still like me immensely and this is just all a phase in our relationship, and yes, i do, i do still have hope that this is all a phase cause i really do like you far too much Helen Feng, i hope you do feel the same way, i really do hope that cause our chemistry was too great before to understand why it has all turned to this. I never had feelings for anyone else when i had feelings for you and i always trusted you to be the same towards me, and i still do, so i know it's not that you have feelings for somebody else Helen but i don't understand the idea of feelings for somebody fading under this circumstance, our feelings were so strong Helen how can it just fade like that... is that really possible or is it because you're telling yourself that it has faded on purpose? It's not that i need you because i'm lonely Helen and it's also not that i've become too big a part of your life that you have to kick me out Helen, it's just that i do need you because i don't want to lose this opportunity to be with somebody that i have so much feelings for and so much chemistry for, it's never been like this Helen for me and i don't want to lose somebody that i know i want to be with forever. I honestly hope that you have felt that way towards me before because i know this is what i want and need and you are the person that i want to be with forever and start a family with and be happy with in the future. You are different to me Helen and i just want you to know that yes i have been mean to you in the most recent times and i have been really demanding but i just like you too much to let you go like that, you actually are special to me Helen and when all things are going bad you are the only person i look towards cause you are that special somebody that can make me smile and that i can depend on when everything seems to fall to pieces, you are that special somebody that makes me realise that i have never come accross somebody that i have liked more, and you are that special somebody that if i lose you i will never be able to replace and i guess i wish we were older, cause that's the way i feel towards you, like a husband to a wife Helen, and i just hope you do feel the same way towards me, or at least u did before.. I can't just let this all go cause i know and have seen what it is like when we are happy together, that was only on Monday and i wish i knew what happened in the past few days for us to turn so sour. We really can't go back to before?
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I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by,
I wanna get lost and I don’t know why.
Throw a bit of crazy and more of strange, you'll eventually get me. A little complicated, but then again, who isn't? I'm a light sleeper and a heavy dreamer.
Adores too little things from reality, and far too much from fantasy.
Has extremely high hopes for the future, yet is unsure about the present.
Spends a little too much time thinking and surfing the internet. Sees music to my ears.
Btw, my name is helena and i'm 16 yrs old. that is all.
Looking back at old blogs makes me wish it was easy to go back in time, all i can do is hope that this is not the case, that this is not all happening. I wish all things happy just stayed happy. I don't know why it is so hard to go back to what it was like before and i wish it was easy to go back, cause i can't let go of anything. I don't know what happened and i wish i knew why things have turned out like this and all i can do is hope that this is all going to go back to what it was like before, to when everything was so happy and nice, i wish i knew what turned us into this. The truth is that i like you far too much, in fact i love you and i know you do too, well i say i know you do because in my heart that is all i am hoping for now, that you do still like me immensely and this is just all a phase in our relationship, and yes, i do, i do still have hope that this is all a phase cause i really do like you far too much Helen Feng, i hope you do feel the same way, i really do hope that cause our chemistry was too great before to understand why it has all turned to this. I never had feelings for anyone else when i had feelings for you and i always trusted you to be the same towards me, and i still do, so i know it's not that you have feelings for somebody else Helen but i don't understand the idea of feelings for somebody fading under this circumstance, our feelings were so strong Helen how can it just fade like that... is that really possible or is it because you're telling yourself that it has faded on purpose? It's not that i need you because i'm lonely Helen and it's also not that i've become too big a part of your life that you have to kick me out Helen, it's just that i do need you because i don't want to lose this opportunity to be with somebody that i have so much feelings for and so much chemistry for, it's never been like this Helen for me and i don't want to lose somebody that i know i want to be with forever. I honestly hope that you have felt that way towards me before because i know this is what i want and need and you are the person that i want to be with forever and start a family with and be happy with in the future. You are different to me Helen and i just want you to know that yes i have been mean to you in the most recent times and i have been really demanding but i just like you too much to let you go like that, you actually are special to me Helen and when all things are going bad you are the only person i look towards cause you are that special somebody that can make me smile and that i can depend on when everything seems to fall to pieces, you are that special somebody that makes me realise that i have never come accross somebody that i have liked more, and you are that special somebody that if i lose you i will never be able to replace and i guess i wish we were older, cause that's the way i feel towards you, like a husband to a wife Helen, and i just hope you do feel the same way towards me, or at least u did before.. I can't just let this all go cause i know and have seen what it is like when we are happy together, that was only on Monday and i wish i knew what happened in the past few days for us to turn so sour. We really can't go back to before?
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