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beautiful nightmare
There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time. not to the time that you first met, to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feeling so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts becomes invisible. it’s still there, but no ones knows. Like a love letter you didn’t slow. And you’re hurting no one but yourself.
Awwwww, how cute. He bought me flowers again! But i prefer the bigger ones, they're more appealing i reckon. not saying the ones today weren't, the first ones are always more special. Anyways, am in a really happy mood right now :)
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I wanna get lost from my life sometimes, sit on the side and watch the world go by,
I wanna get lost and I don’t know why.
Throw a bit of crazy and more of strange, you'll eventually get me. A little complicated, but then again, who isn't? I'm a light sleeper and a heavy dreamer.
Adores too little things from reality, and far too much from fantasy.
Has extremely high hopes for the future, yet is unsure about the present.
Spends a little too much time thinking and surfing the internet. Sees music to my ears.
Btw, my name is helena and i'm 16 yrs old. that is all.
beautiful nightmare
There comes a point where you miss someone so much that you can hear their voice echo in your head. And you can hear the names that they used to call you, the words they used to tell you. You memorized their laugh, their smile, and their silly ways. You can also feel their arms around you and you don’t want to let go even though you know it’s just an illusion. Everytime your phone rings, you smile because it’s them that’s calling. Everytime you hear their name, your heart beats 100 times faster and sometimes, you can’t even breathe. You knew that looking back on the tears would make you laugh, but you never knew that looking back on the laughs would also make you cry. All you want is to go back in time. not to the time that you first met, to the time that you were known as nothing, but strangers. But no matter what, you’re in denial. You hide your feeling so no one would know. You put on a fake smile and don’t let a single tear break through. You’re so used to hiding your feelings that you don’t even realize the pain you’re causing for yourself. Your thoughts becomes invisible. it’s still there, but no ones knows. Like a love letter you didn’t slow. And you’re hurting no one but yourself.
Awwwww, how cute. He bought me flowers again! But i prefer the bigger ones, they're more appealing i reckon. not saying the ones today weren't, the first ones are always more special. Anyways, am in a really happy mood right now :)
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